Who am I?

Who am I?

.............I am a normal human being
Who wants to be polite, never wants to be mean.
I got many dreams, some are real, some are not
To fulfil them all is one difficult art.

Chal pada mein oun raho par, jis par chala na koi
Dil ki nigaho se dekha, sacha yaar, mila na koi.
Jhoothe aarmano ke mehl bahut uche jo banae meine
Aakhir sab deh kar mitti, nikala Killa na koi.


Who am I?

.............Is this a question or a disgrace?
I am ready to run but there is no one to chase.
My ex left me saying I didn't gave her enough space,
This is the most lame excuse in any break-up's base.

Meinu ta aapna he nahi pata, meinu hora da ki ae,
Meinu ta mere yaar ne he luteya, meinu chora da ki ae.
Dildaar ne he pyaar de pankh wade, mora da ki ae,
Umeedaan wali patang he luti gayi, hun dora da ki ae.


Who am I?

I am as confused as Shakespeare’s 'Merchant of Venice'
My mind goes here n there like a ball in the game of Tennis.
Sometimes I fall, only to stand and run
It was my humanity towards you, else I would have won.

Kya pata mein kya banuga iss zindagi mein,
Bus Insaan he ban jau iss duniya ki darindgi mein.
Khud ko khoo raha hu mein paise ki gandagi mein
Haath mera chuth raha hai rishto ki bandagi mein.


Who am I?

I am a human, then an Indian and finally a Sikh,
Whatever you think of me, is totally your pick.
I have my drawbacks, I have my flaws, I have my weakness,
Whatever you don't like about me is actually my uniqueness.

Chal pade hai, mukaam toh ek din mil he jayega
Beej jo bo diya hai, phool toh ek din khil he jayega
Karam kar, phal ki isha na kar oh musafir
Aaj nahi toh marne ke baad, Bhagwaan toh jarur mil he jayega.


No one knows about me, No one cares about me
The collage of success is full; there is no space about me.
I see myself in the mirror and all I see is a 'breathing thing'
What I got is flesh and a heartbeat, rest is all nothing.

There was a time in my life when I wanted to die
Don't ask me the reason, please don't ask why.
My Hard work is termed as Nice Try; my truth is portrayed as a lie
All said and done .....        BTW: Do you know 'Who Am I'?


                                                                              
                                                                                - J.Walia

Oh aaj v.....

Oh aaj v laad ladaundi ae, jad supne ch mere aundi ae
Oh aaj v khub ravaundi ae, jad yaad ban zehn ch samaundi ae.
Oh aaj v dhayaan khich jaundi ae, jad khayalaan ch 'Joru' keh balaundi ae
Oh aaj v hanju ban aundi ae, roz neend ch paase palatwaundi ae

Rukhan di chaavan ch, wag diyan hawawaan ch
Gairan di baahan ch, mere har saahan ch
Ehne sitam kite par oh hun v ni rajh di
Mein ohnu yaad karke he khush ha, mein tah pyaar karda aaj v


Oh aaj v cheete aundi ae, mere pichokar nu jhunjhor jaundi ae
Oh aaj v khub tarapaundi ae, jad haasa ban labb te aundi ae
Oh aaj v saawan ban aundi ae, meri aakhiyan cho mee varsaundi ae
Oh aaj v khayalaan ch balaundi ae, neere jande he gum ho jaundi ae

Taaran di chamaak ch, pairaan di dhamaak ch
Rabb di rehmat ch, mere har haqq ch
Aakhan band kara te oh mere palkaan te hai sajh di
Kuriyan meinu pyaar karn batheriyan, par mein tah pyaar kara ohnu aaj v


Kayi saal ho gaye vichareya nu, eh anhoni kal di hai japdi
Mera dil kahe mere dimaag nu, oh aaj v hai tuhade aap di
Aisi maar payi ishq di, aang-aang ch si-si howe
Looka layi mukh te haasa, khud layi dil mera nit rowe

Yaad karda ha tenu roz kite burra na mana layi
Internet te roz teri photo vekha, please ohnu na haata layi
Galti jaroor meri he honi, tuhada te kade koi kasoor ho he nahi sakda
Kho lawa tuhanu zamane toh, agar ae mere hunda wasda.
 
 
                                                                           - J.Walia

Love/Hate

I love the way you LIE, I love the way you CRY
I love the way you fool me and leave me HIGH and DRY
I love the way you ACT, I love the way you DISTRACT
I love the way you shield yourself and then ATTACK

I hate the way I CRY, I hate the way I ask WHY
I hate the way I say, ‘You are loyal’, I hate the way I LIE
I hate the way I LOVE, I hate the way I SNUB
I hate the way I say that you’re still my DOVE

I love the way you FLIRT, I love the way you DIVERT
I love the way you cheat me and make me HURT
I love the way you LEAVE, I love the way you MISCONCEIVE
I love the way you edit the facts and then make me BELIEVE

I hate the way I CRIB, I hate the way I FIB
I hate the way you used me as if I was a BIB
I hate the way I DREAM, I hate the way I SCREAM
I hate the way you ripped off my SELF-ESTEEM

I love the way you SOB, I love the way you ROB
I love the way you crumble me down to reach the TOP
I love the way you DECEIT, I love the way you CHEAT
I love the way you conquer victory in my DEFEAT

I hate the way I SULK, I hate the way I project myself as HULK
I hate the way you broke my heart as if I had it in BULK
I hate the way I THINK, I hate the way I RETHINK
I hate the way I keep looking at your picture without a BLINK

I love the way you GRILL, I love the way you KILL
I love the way you make me die by having your LOVE-PILL
I love the way you EXIST, I love the way you EXIT
I love the way you are gone but you still PERSIST

I hate the way I REMEMBER; we first dated in DECEMBER
You left me for another guy the very next year – NOVEMBER
I hate the way I FORGIVE, I hate the way I LIVE
I hate the way I always pray that you should OUTLIVE.


Over the time my cries have lost the tears
I cry internally and don't project my fears
This is Life we have to live it and DIE
Hug the world, you never know when you have to say BYE


REMEMBER TO FORGET ME


                                                                    
                                                                         - J.WALIA

A cry from within - Save the Girl Child

This story is older than the time
Girls still die, killers still commit the crime
If this keeps on happening then girls will seize to exist
Everyone knows it's inhuman but no one seems to resist.

Girls are killed unborn by their own mother
They satisfy their soul by saying "I'll get her a brother"
Inside her mother's womb, she lay, confused yet secure
Her parents, lust for a boy, kills her without letting her mature

Everyone wants a boy; I don't see a reason why
Girls are like a kite, they just need a Love string to fly
Girls are unique, they have no sequel
They are no less compared to boys, they are equal

Girl becomes a mother, mother give birth to a son
If we keep on killing girls, how will this world run?
Girls are pinnacle of god's creation, they are paramount
Let's all stop this discrimination and increase their count.

Some kill a girl for dowry; some kill her for boy's glory
They are animals in human form, for them, I feel Sorry.
Please save girl child and let's promote humanity
No one is less, all are equal.. Let's retain our sanity.

Girls are very precious; they are as fresh as dew
Accept them with open arms, don't bid them adieu.
Girls are the sunshine of our lives, don't think them as shadow
Stop Female foeticide, infanticide and increase girl acceptance window.

I admit ........ Sons keep the race growing
But it’s the girl who keep the humanity flowing
Son's serve their parents until they get a wife
Girls serve their parents throughout their life

Her cries are voiceless, Let God decide her fate
Stop killing girl child, don't promote the hate
You save your girl and educate others to save theirs
Welcome every girl in this world without any survival fear.


She is every father's pride; she is every groom's bride
She is every sun's shine; she is every poet's rhyme
She is every heart's beat, without her this world is incomplete
She is better than a boy, yes, she is an Elite


Sada chiriyaan da chamba ve babula .... aasa ud jana
Na kukh wich diah maaro, nahi tah rabb ne russ jana
Sadi lambi udari ve, aasa murh nai aauna
Kuriyaan da dita es duniya te nai dita jana.


SAVE GIRL CHILD, SAVE HUMANITY


Issued in public interest by             J.Walia

Nothing has changed

Nothing has changed bhai, nothing has changed
Nothing has changed bro, nothing has changed.


Same old cheese burst body and size of my penis is also the same
Instead of bills, in my pocket, I still have loose change.
I still got beard, I still think weird
So many ideas jammed in my brain, my mind still not cleared.

Still got same Sunday, still the fucking Monday
Still 24 hours in a day, still hating every weekday
Still hated by all, still loved by none
Life is a battle which can neither be lost nor won.

The big ass girl that I like is still not in my range
This ass-pirate 1st Jan was just like the bitchass 31st Dec, nothing has changed
Nothing has changed guys, nothing has changed
Only calender dates change else nothing has changed.


Still got no GF, from my old company, still got no PF
The girl that I use to love, still has her old BF
Still moronically the same, still tardly insane
I still don't understand the rules of this Love Game.

Still protecting my Ex's reputation, still saying she wasn't lame
I hope no one ever points finger at her, me still taking her blame
I still love my Ex, I'm still not looking for the next
She may have encashed my love but me still paying the love tax

I'm happy that she found someone better and I got exchanged
I still love her as if I'll get her back, nothing has changed.
Nothing has changed N***, nothing has changed
I'll wait for you in my next life, nothing has changed.


I still miss my Dad, his memories always makes me sad
I was unable to save him, yes it was my bad
He still smiles in my dreams, I still see him in water streams
I still pray that he comes back; I hope god listens to my screams

I still look at his picture and confoundedly smile in vain
I may seem happy but only I can feel my internal pain
It's been three years and I haven't seen him
Seeing his death certificate I think I'll never ever see him.

You still live in my heart, no matter in reality you've gone out of range
For others you may have gone, but for us nothing has changed.
Nothing has changed papa, nothing has changed
Mom, didi, Pizzo and I will always love you, nothing has changed.


Still in a call-center, still got no mentor
Of the flop show of my life, I'm the presenter
Still my career is not made; I still don't have a date
Someone thinks I'm Shiney Ahuja, I think thats my maid

I still hate my life, already feeling sorry for my future wife
God has strangled me with ankle cuffs, and to escape, he gave me a knife
Still struggling to live, still desperate to give
So many mistakes and regrets in life, I want to relive.

With me God has alienated, God has estranged
He still doesn't know I exist, nothing has changed.
Nothing has changed God, nothing has changed
You may have created many more religions but nothing has changed.


I feel like a sanitary pad, used and thrown
I live with 6 billion human-beings but I still feel alone
I need this I need that, I need a job-well-done pat
My life has turned upside down, I feel like a fucking Bat

Still jumping from the cliff, still got no parachute
Still growing imaginary trees with no foundation, with no roots
Still taking risks, still not finding any fix
Still unable to understand God and girl’s politics.

All the bad people get success in life, that's pretty strange
I may have planned so much in life but nothing has changed.
Nothing has changed Jorawar, nothing has changed
One day you gonna die cribbing, nothing has changed.


Nothing has changed and nothing will ever change
All we can change is our attitude towards life

Nothing has been created and nothing will be destroyed
All we can create is humanity and destroy the evil inside

Nothing has been gained and nothing will be lost
All we can gain is respect and lose the pointless ego

No one has found God and no one has conquered the world
All we can find is mercy and forgiveness for others and let others conquer our hearts

Nothing has changed and nothing ever will change
As Mahatma Gandhi said, "Be the change that you want to see in the world"



                                                                                     - J.Walia